gregarious bliss angel

2005-07-15T01:14:00.000-07:00

o... okiex long time no blog lehx , coz com sickz le .. haha ...okiex now at simx hse playing com , as i long time no play lex. so today at class still okiex la .. so today acc simx go chong pang to print her pw thingx ... but in the end neva print , coz the lady in the end say her colour printer no ink liao , and the most stupid thing is that , she onil told us thie , when we alreary open the file , aft abt 2o min . while waiting fer it to load . then went to pack our lunch at KFC . aft that went
to koonx hse get badminton rac and bb .... then arrive at simx hse ard 2 ++... koonx waiting le.. haha. so aft that koonx ans simx crazy le , sing song till the glass wan to break liao...

so had alot of fun here .... o man they are singing now !!! .... gosh i am goin deaf soon haha . today tat go fer e np camp le fer 3 dayz... sunday than come bak ...

now dayz goin to be buzy le , got lots of church thing goin on , and too the class test , so need to study hard now le , can not alwayz play le ...but aft all e exam , i gonna play till i go mad ... haha . and fer now , still thinkin whether wan to go fer cell tmr , coz leader say tmr will be special , as gotz lots of fun games and foods , but i am reill crash on that dayz , but i think i be able to arr the time out .... then tmr goin to lighthse instead of chc le .... i think i goin to change to youth le at the vfc ... so fer now gonna join mum at her church fer the time being . then now goin to prepare fer koonx and wilson bd le ... then next goin to be zhen le .

so happy fun , fer e time being .... play hard and study hard .....

3321550____* rmb eu alwayz .the tears u hav in ur eyes alwayz be the light and sunrise i hav in eu ...

2005-06-04T23:14:00.000-07:00

Eeww .... todayz was so happy went out wit koonx ,and simx to orchard , to buyz xin ,tat, and kee kee [ koonx sis] bd prsent , since their bd is coming soonx. so our first stop we went to "more than words" to buy kee kee bd present , next went to a near by shop to buy xin bd present ,and finally to np to buy tat bd present .....hmm don't noe why tat lyk that box?

but that very dayz , we done lots of lame thing .....and the very first thing is that , when we jus went out of somerset mrt station... a gurl and a boy asked us to donate money , then koonx and simx faster 'chao' then the boy catch up wit them , left onil me and the gurl , so the gurl kept asked me to donate and block my way. i felt as if i was imbroglio. .....and aft a few rejection , she FINALLY let me off ......aft we bought kee kee and xin prsent , we went off to play the lift at the taka .....the ppl in the lift sem lyk looking at wad we gurl r doin in the lift along , since we hav been in the lift frm B1 to level 5 then frm there , we take the lift down again ..... koonx seem a little nervous , when the lift was decreasing downward.......then next we walk around .... coz nth to do maxz.... then my legs will lyk goin to break down soon , frm the long distance walk ....."hei" ^^old le.... cannot blame ....haha... then next , while walking down the way which led to orchard mrt , we saw a huge and long escalator .
so wanted to try it out , ... ermx the feeling , on the escalator was so great ...it felt as if u are jus floating on the mid air , where many ppl was jus on thre ground , walking .... too when u were up there , the ppl , seem so small and tiny in size , when u jus looked down ....

then too ,we made our trip to paragon,where we went up to the top level .....and saw a man giving free candy floss , then we decide to take 1 since we don't reill wan to take in more sweet stuff , as sweetie stuff is bad fer ur teeth , too health !! then aft that we share the candy floss together.....me too very happii today , coz i get myself a new conserve pencil case ......then too at the same time , we all saw a converse sling bag , and we all jus lurve it very much ... but too bad at the time we don't reill hav that much money , as we don't reill bring much today .....so i quess next time we meet up again to buy that bag .....then went to np to buy tat present , but when we will there , we doesn't noe , which box , tat lyk, so we call de yang up... luckily he too wanted to come np , then we wait fer him at e food court , where we take our dinner , and wait fer him .....
aft that buy the preent le.....go mac as koonx wanted an ice-cream ...... then we jus went bak hm , as we wanted to catch our shows...... so me and yang walked our way to e bus interchange, where we wait the bus fer me , then later rush off to his grandmum bd dinner......

happiness is where we need to fight fer ourself>>
try to look at thing frm other point of view....
and you will found out the answer
that i reply to you >> cheer up !!

2005-06-01T11:58:00.000-07:00

whoa,ermx many thing happen these few dayz .... lyk yesterdayz nitez went to e library,coz my dad wanted to borrow some bookz to read , then aft that went to eat my dinner . somewhere near that area ...but seriously the food that sold there r reill not meant fer human consume. then around 8.3o pm tried to rush to hs hse ,to collect my math paper 2 hw , since ms teo had given her the wrong paper the other dayz . then suddenly saw her mum walking around the hse , so pei seh to stay , then beside my mum is behind me , so aft taken the paper chat wit her by standing outside her hse fer a while ,before i take my leave . aft the whole event , return hm around 9++ , as i had nth beta to do ......so decided to bug on him*........haha
he was lyk so shocked ......^* then lot of thing happen aft that , doesn't wish to elaborate on it ....

ermx so today jus started , wake up on 12 pm tis morning ,coz my stupid brother wake me up fer lunch .....then found that my sis gone missingg !! . asked my mum ,found out that actually today was her camp . i was thinking to mysely that ....finally 'THANK GOD' that she was away frm hm abt 3 dayz .... and the hae wld be MUCH MORE quiet as she always the noise maker in our hse .....so in e evening my brother tuitor called over ,saying that why until now my brother has not appear fer his tuition ,as it started frm 10pm in the morning . and now was lyk goin to 2pm in the evening !and this thing happen so sudden that my brother and mum seem to panic....... aft that me, my brother, and my mum took a cab down to e place .....wink' it was lyk lucky that we made it to that place before 2pm ...... so saw the tuitor , he was lyk in his 50++.... i quess he was lyk_ "psychosomatic_'' , acting weird ? ... that around 3.30pm my brother ended his lesson , so take a bus bak hm rem chong pang .....

and in e nitez ,around 8.40++pm , my dad wanted to go to e peiying to look fer my sis , as u noe , tis is my sis FIRST camp .....and too it was OVER NITEZ , so my parent was lyk worry abt her .....and decide to make a trip down ......saw the kids were having their fun over in the blue black sky ......then aft 10min , we rush down to fairprice... to shop fer some of our daily necessary..... went bak hm around 10pm++. and suppoes today i were to meet esther and sam for tea , and chat abt stuff .... but i could not make it .....so change to another time .....and tmr i had ~bs~* in e evening , so i quess it wld be another bz dayz fer me ....meeting koonx and simx on friday to do some shopping and gift .....and at the some time friday morning i had to rush to theon church , coz my mum goin there wit her frenz , and kept dragging me to go too , i had no choice , coz my mum is now autocracy abt my life ......-^^-...and in the hoildayz ... my mum seem * parsimony in everything abt me .....

2005-05-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

There is nth in this world lyk yew
Yew're worth dying fer
My life i give to yew

Every hope i hav
I lay it at ur throne
Iwill follow yew
I won't do it on my own

I live ur way
I am running forever with yew
This day
Is your day
I am giving my whole life
Fer yew

I live fer yew
I am giving yew my whole life
Giving yew
I know the truth
I am letting go of my life
Letting go

The thing that i hav own yew
is too much fer me to give bak to u all my life .....
lost in yew ....
i hav long looked my life as living fer u alone .

2005-05-26T23:52:00.000-07:00

woo...wake up early this morning , look into the mirror, and see that my left eyes is red ...and was damn painful....then too had a bad headache.so told mum abt it ... and she ask me to go bak to bed and rest ... so went bak to my rm rest ...and slp ...till around 2pm ..wake up eat lunch ...till 2.50..... then sat on the sofa ... chat wif my mum .... abt some stuff.watch tv ....till 3.15 . then went bak to slp ...as i had eaten some medicine. so while slpin .....heard the phone rang ... but was jus too tired to get it ...so jus left it there ......as mum was bathin at the saME TIME ...

then in the evening feelin beta leh ... so tried to make it to the parent meetin ......then it was lyk my bro was late fer the meetin abt 1hr ....so reach the sch went to my bro class ...it was lyk damn boring.... then around 8.15......it was my turn to meet ms teo .....so ms teo jus say that my result was okie ......then my dad ask ms teo how well i was doin in class ....

so ms teo jus say " well she wasquite okie in class ...jus that she was quite playful at same times
,lazy to study ,>>change her mind rather quick......and so on ....."too she talk abt my math to my dad .... then she say this time i clear my math ...so being able to go 3E1..... then if my math did not clear in the end of yr ... i might not be able to go 3E1 leh ...... so she asked my dad to keep a look out over my math and science ......and asked me if wanted to go E1..i need to prepare to saty bak late most of the time ....so my dad was lyk ... doh ... telling so much shit to him ,and waste him time as it does not concern my dad ...... so i quess abt aft 5 min tok......my dad went hm first wif my bro ...then aft that i went hm around 8 ++ reach hm around 9 pm.... rest and take dinner ... then aft that slp at 11++ end my boring life ....

bao bei you was lyk so quiet and still
i dare not dream of u ....bao bei ,
giving me hope and faith.

2005-05-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. had a bad high fever,since last friday nitez...then too had a stupid flu and cough . so on sat do nth at hm beside slp and eat...then being force and drag out of the hse by my dad . to see a doctor ,as my temperature is way to high ...it was lyk friday nitz i took my temperature..it was 37.7 c... 5min later it rise up to 38 ....then at mid nite ... it was lyk 39.3 my face was lyk very rose red ...so i jus wake up and took a panadol..so went bak to rest .. but i jus could not been able to slp well ....my head was jus lyk goin to blow out sooner or later ....it was a bad headache.

early in the morning ,wake up ...found myself being half dead.lucky still hav a dream and hope in my life ....that hold me through. so in e evening my mum force me to take temperture again to see whether the temperture had drop.... but seriously ...the temperture was 39.8 now ... so my mum rush my dad to take me to the doctor ....and there she was preparing an ice bag fer me to put on my forehead.....wow ..that ice bag was sure cold ...

then i reject the offer to go to a doctor ....as i hate to eat the medicine they gave ...so after the treatment went hm ...mum force the medicine into my mouth , then eat some antibiotics ....went to rest after that ...till 10pm at nitez .... wake up ... eat 1 piece of plain bread....but didn't reill finish it off...jus half of the bread ....then accompancy my dad to pick up my mum at tam in the mid-night .....since i wasn't so tired anyway ....as i slept too much in the day ....so yar ...went and pick mum bak ... then mum to mac had her supper ....coz she didn't ate her dinner .......then went bak hm ....watch tv ... till 1am ....went to rest ...that my day .....

how i wish u were here wit me >>>[[bao bei]]*
I didn't wish it was a [[dream]]__ or was i in my (fairyland) ____

2005-05-20T14:32:00.000-07:00

argh......the hoildayz seem lyk a working dayz fer me ....it was lyk fer the past few dayz i kept going out , to do some stuff and shopping ..coz the big sale is up , so went there shop till my dad pocket is goin to burn a big hole in it ....and too while we gurlz shop ,it was lyk my dad and brother will hav to do the carry thing fer us .....so shop till late at nitez went hm ...and found he has been looking fer me the whole evening .....but i was jus too busy to notice that he called .

so went to my rm called him ,he sound so stress .....and by the way ...i too was tired so everything he say to me was lyk i kept saying yes ......to him without knowing that i hav done a serious mistake . so yar in the morning he called again ,i was so shocked when he called me *******. so i tried to ask him when did i ever say yes to him , then he told me it was lyk yesterday nitez .....then it was i who created this mess myself ,so i clear everything clearly to him that it was my mistake .and kept saying sorri to him .. that dayz was lyk so pai seh to me can.....

hmm now waiting to go to the extraordinary emerge , it was lyk fer 3 dayz .and i had to go out frm 9pm in the moring till late at nitez . fer the next 3 dayz .the hoildayz seem lyk a devil!!
and fer the whole hoildayz i will only be free fer jus 5 precious dayz ....so sam erika ,tommy plz let me rest ...i am dying fer some slp.......let me off .....haha but i wil be goin to this sat cell .....maybe meetin wit u guys ,if i hav some time to rush over .....i was so busy ..argh i wan some fun out of u guyz .... u guyz are the best in e world ......this time i gonna make it to the top of makein u guyz .....

guyz u are the best in making a lot of fun out of many ppl life ^^*
rmb we came to bring hope and happiness to ppl life but not to sorrow them ...
stay wink and young always ^^

miracle world ^^

2005-05-18T10:40:00.000-07:00

In the hours of the lonely night,
where the stars ,no longer shines,
stary dogs and cats hollow.

And there was i ,all alone on the street,
with nothing around me ,all left.
quiet and still.

And with a flash of light,
there was u baobei......
like a guardian angel flying around my soul,
creating miracle and wonder for me .....

Thus , i made a wish .......
only in the world and dreams,of the fairyland,
where there live ,
only you and me .where.......
i be hugging close to ur heart,
and neva to leave you again ........

BAOBEI!! ->_<-"

2005-05-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

i wish upon the starry night,
and looked into the bright star,
and with hope,faith,and trust,
i dare to try

BAOBEI all i need is u ....
u turn my sorrow and pain ,
into my happiness,joy
u r the bright light i needed to guide me bak,
to the path u made fer me ^^

and in u ...i found a miracle
which belong to u and me ,
in the fairyland i made fer u .

quiently>>u walked up into my heart,
where u hav found a door__
and in u ....
i hav found lurve baobei....

i will never let u go ....
till the end of my life ,
i promise u....with my heart!

2005-04-30T23:57:00.001-07:00

eeww.....today afternoon went fer cell .... meet sam at someset MRT ^^ had some kind of fun fellowship wif them ... but it was oso a sad dayz ...as 1 of our member has tranfer into a childern minisity....so yet some of them cried ....but after that ..... the whole group of us went to bukit fer dinner ....expect esther and darly ... as esther acompany him to eat chicken porri at hm ....

so the whole group of us .... went to e bustop .... and on the way ... erika, sam , and keith will sing praise songs and had a lot fun out of it .... but while crossing the road...keith abandoned them ....so after that erika starter to beat him everytime she saw him ... haha....so had a full dinner at bukit .....then brian suggested then since everyone was feeling hot after the dinner....that we went to bukit shooping centre....had our ice-cream .....

so around 9.55pm .... some of our student went hm ..... coz we HAV TO FINISH 20 HR OF STUDY TIS WK BY ESTHER ....so ya ..... went hm wif erika ,tommy zheng wei they alll.so that day tommy send me hm ....and on the way ... we had some kind of chat ....tilll we reach the stop ....

2005-04-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

2005-04-29T23:37:00.000-07:00

i wish upon a star ,
with the light u given me
& with hope ,i dare to try
have faith in me baobei>>
coz i never let u down __
ever again.......

2005-04-07T23:56:00.000-07:00

our life in this world are jus like e dream.
full of fantasy & excitment going ,and past by my life .
but only happy memories are kept in my heart forever .

how was it like ,when i was left alone ,
on the cold and chilly nitez,where my hands and fingers were all cold and red frm the weather.
it was then , you appear b4 me ,
hugging me closely to ur heart ,giving me warm & love .
thus putting ur fingers between mine ,holding me tightly and never
let mi go ......

while my lips are dry and started to crack.....u apply water full of care and concern onto it .
which i will never forget abt it ...till the day i die ...and missing frm ur sight.....
but was that a dream u gave me BAO BEI, never to leave me alone again ,
or was that a goodbye dream to me ?

2005-04-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

eeww....today was quite tired ... as fer the whole afternoon i was in choa chu kang .... paying my respect to my late great grandmum ....and the add givin by my uncle is WRONG..so by the time we reach there ... will jus seachin the way through lookin at each grave pic ... that was spooky and a crazy action to do ... lol^^.but finally after abt 40 min of walkin we finally found it .... thx god ....

but we were suppose to be goin there at 11pm at nite, as grandmum say that it was goin be a time chose by the god ...as they went prayin and thus get that number 11..so they say it is goin to be at nite## ... but too bad as i hav an early church service tomm ... so my mother insist that we go in the afternoon....or not be goin there aniway ....so lyk i say ...my dad oso listen to wad my mum say ... so everything count ...suck can ...after that went to my grandmum hse to visit them .... as not been goin there since 2 week ago ....then played wif my smallest cousin....and reill had to admit that i am growin old ... as i can't reill catch him as he was jus running to fast ... GOSH....>>

hmmm so srry that today i can't make it to koon hse ... as i got stuck by my time ....but too in the same way ... i gave them chance to miss mi ma ....haha....and i not goin to do my hw...coz i don't even rmb wad i hav to do beside chinese^^then today i met jan ....wow ...his hairstyle kool sia ...** then tomm can give eu comment liao>>>since he say that i don't reill tok to him .. ...haha..... tomm too no money liao ... coz is time to give the month title and faith offering ....haiz .... maybe goin take money frm dad tis time ...

2005-04-01T22:33:00.000-08:00

Happpy APR fool dayz..... haha ...today kind of havin fun ....fooled quite a lot of ppl in sch .hmm after sch ... we went watchin the eye 10 wif koon, sim ,yang, and zhen ....at j8 ....gosh ... u belive it that there was so many ppl that we can't even hav place to stand when waitin to get into the theatre ....and the whole place is kind of being pack wif all STUDENT...haha...

while the show has jus started few min ago .... mi and zhen was jus throwin our popcorn to the ppl infornt of us ... and 1 of the ppl turn back to look at us ... as zhen throw the popcorn infornt of him .. and is v obvious....so zhen jus kept lookin at the show ... and pretend nth had happen ....while i waited fer the place to turn totally dark..i throw a hand full of popcorn to the side of our sit .... and hitted a guy on his head. but the place was jus to dark fer him to spot mi ...ya ... so i get away wif tis ...hehe.hmmm the show was kind of funny and a little scare at times .... but thx to zhen hand. as through the show i was so holdin v tight to her hand that once she stared to scream ...as it was reill painful that her hand went numb .....so i wanter to say srry to her ...but through the show ...mi and sim .. scream the most ....and after we left ... our sit was all fill wif popcorn .....and used paper....

After that we all went to sim hse ... until late in the eveing ...at abt 6something then left ....waited fer the bus ...fer along time ... lyk the bus is never to come ... the bus is damn slow can.....and reached hm at 7++. tomm maybe goin koon hse ... as i had nth to do aniway ...haha >>>